Someone said today I don't work as hard as someone else purely 'cos I didn't get a first.
I work so hard.
I did not get a 1st last year 'cos I was ill last year. So I'll. Then my grandfather died. But I got a 2:1. Next to a 1st.
But apparently I'm not a good a student and don't work as hard as this guy 'cos I didn't.
This makes me sad.
This person is meant to be my friend.
But obviously he thinks this low of me.
I can't help it if my best is not good enough.

Yes, back for 2nd year. It's going ok. But I should be reading more journals, oh well.

Living in a house now with 6 of my friends. It's nice but it's pretty much impossible to have time on your own. Maybe I'll have to lock myself in my room more often, lol. Just if I want to watch something, or read something or just generally be on my own. I'm quite lonerish tbh.

Been really tired. I don't sleep properly. I've been having bad nightmares, urgh. Well the same one over and over. Just my grandad dying again again. So I don't sleep.

So, instead of sleeping I stick iTunes on. I can now recite every word to the musical Chess now. Which is good seeing as it's 2.5hrs long. Good musical if you like chess and the cold war politics. I like that sort of thing. I'm sad I know.

I'll leave now. Let's hope I don't dream tonight...

So yes went to the zoo with the brother through boredom and get some pics.
Hope they are better than when I last went!

Having a nice summer you see.
Well, apart from the one thing I said at the beginning of the summer was "I don't want work to control my life". That is exactly what has happened. I'm having to plan every tiny little thing around it. But oh well.
Am in the house I am living in next year for 5 day long friend birthday. Went out in fancy dress on Sat night, I was dressed as one of the Incredibles. It was funny, I should put up a pic.
Am back home again tomorrow, so forcing my bro to drive cos I cba...

Will blog properly at home, trying to watch a bad film atm.

xxx

Exam results:
I passed year one, woop. That was all I needed to do, doesn't count towards my degree.

Ice Hockey:
My team lost, damn.
Evil Penguins, go to hell! My stuffed penguin supports them apparently.

Home:
I am home catching up with school people woo!

Holiday:
I'm going to Cyprus on Wednesday, that'll be so much fun! And hot.

Music:
I'm descending into a pit of bad music tastes atm. Am currently listening to the greatest hits of Journey. If you don't know Journey you are either very young or missed that part of the 70s/80s... (I'm not old enough to know them but I do...)

*I'm not bitter, the thing won't let me change my mood :S*