Sometimes I wonder what I am doing. In life that is. Yes I know I am studying Biology in Nottingham but I don't know why. Ultimately because Biology has always just made sense. It also means not having to deal with people disagreeing with your personal opinion of something like art or english do. It much more rigid, I like that in a way. Maybe only because I am scared and not sure of myself. If I thought I had any talent in art or music or something maybe I could get away from the safety net of science... But that's the thing. I don't. I have too much self doubt.

Maybe I'm just over analysing things. I do really enjoy Biology. It interests me to no end. More the ecology zoology end of the scale but even cell bio, micro and genetics have their good points.

That all really... Sorry to bother...